10/4/09

today is a 5. feeling the same--brad's fine and thinks i should be too. i've mentioned that i'm not, but he doesn't seem to care. in fact, he laughs about it. i feel like i don't have the right to be upset, and that he feels i was wrong about this whole thing all along. i don't really care one way or another if we're around each other at this point. i'm just having a hard time letting this situation go because of his responses to me. i kinda feel like i'm back to square one.